Well I've been looking for redemption What was gold now is lost to the wolves As the choler inside swells like locusts swarm
With all that I've been given The more I've taken Put me out of my misery Dig a hole and throw me in the ground
With little faith in a God or humanity I'm lost Sometimes I think to myself, "you should burn mother fucker, burn"
There's no truth in resting on laurels Or the blindfold of crooked ideals and morals
On and on till the end The serpents in my head Will show themselves through the whites of my eyes If all is lost again will I repeat or repent? Or will I realize the devil's in disguise?
I'll fucking self-destruct
Well I've been bitten by temptation Body of rust and a cynical soul I can't seem to fend off all the vermin
I feel the devil he's calling He's gnawing his way through the walls Is this the bitter end to a lost cause (in his jaws) Or a chance to reignite?
Doubt has dragged me down to rock bottom this time Despite the weight on my shoulders I continue to climb In my final hours towards a higher power to find I'm damaged by design I can't believe it was so difficult to see That all along my only enemy was me