Drinking bout my loss, I'll show you who the car everybody only see the outside I ball but they don't really know me at all, never walk in my shoes and never saw what I saw.
I rap it writing nice, I'm writing letter to my father in.. a picture of my life, flower as you see and wondering by his start the day when I was conceit life it deceive should I was taught that it would be alright, now it doesn't course by with what I see at night, uh, they turn sower on that day in April Then itch I have to hang myself the cables in the garage the life it get hard if you think I'm any different 'cause they view me as a star what they you are just far from the truth Lost my father at 16, I don't worry by land owners and victim, boy it gets sickening can't fall and die every day upon the big screen and all I got is big dreams all for that money people with six teens and I would give it all to take your name for that bitch you every..this thing, are you listening 'cause I'll be yelling at the sky like did you miss me pops, 'cause I think about you every day, I never got the sake goodbye, I wanna say in every way every day I roll learn to toast in your .. it's awful hard to be your man when you don't got yourself a father but I carry on, just hoping that I'll make you proud, and f*ck my opposition now you're trying to fake me out they just don't know they just don't know
I rap at late night, still writing letter to my father he ain't never finery 'cause see it from the outside pay it inside they ask bout my copers skills lately I've been hide that's why I got a couple pills with me, couple of home boys they say they kill with me, an angel was on my shoulder, I don't think it's still with me, see like the devil prevail it's that... I swear I got myself a fam made to love my life, think I'm doing something right so I run up with their home boy adn their freestyles is that f*ckin tight? Me while I've been dealing with the presion I can't escape and found of progression that's why I need a session every night I'ts like a fix to me, you let your emotions at home and now they stick to me, shit, and that's a heavy way to hold on, never did learn how to swim, how should I blowed on, now I never had no option to get, I get my vowed on you just packing shit and left and I was so long ago and I feel like it was yesterday I ain't seen my heart of a since, put my chest away 'cause this heat today is gone tomorrow with still more time to occupy it's gone tomorrow if there was more time that I could borrow.
I write this song, remember this was my father did pass way on, April 20 2009 it was probably a regular day dude ..today I lost my best friend, my mentor, my father in this crazy to type of criticism and just descending that you could receive a lot of ..people that have never met me and never been through things that I've been through and that's why my father used to keep me real level headed, and tell me to do my own thing and I worry about all the excess and is always gonna be hate you from all size but you know at the end of the day they just don't know